Depression first ate me after giving birth to my son. One of the reasons was because I was very tired and had sleepless nights all the time. Some reasons were because of hormonal changes, me alone here without no one in my family beside me and being far away from me, plus the differences of life here and in my homeland. It was not easy at all and even thought of searching for a depression treatment but then, my doctor told me that all these experiences are new to me so it's absolutely normal that I'd cracked up sometimes. Looking back all those situations made me laugh how dramatic I was but I feel better now and have fully recovered. I guess my hormones are already back to normal.